Nick and I are committed to updating this blog very regularly to keep you informed of my progress. Sometimes you'll hear from me, sometimes from him. I'm excited about getting an "ipad" which is some flat wireless computer thing I can surf the web, watch movies, watch porn (just kidding, mom!!) and update my blog from during my recovery. Right now, I'm mentally and physically getting ready for my double mastectomy (removing both breasts) on this Wednesday April 28th. It sounds harsh, I know, but I'm very much at peace with it, right now. As they wheel me into the operating room, I may be a flailing mess, but I'm not so sure. Get this cancer shit out of me- fast, is how I'm looking at it now.
There is so much to say, and I want to explain how I got to this point in the whole finding it and surgery next week ambush. But I'll stop for now and say that I will beat this thing. 'nuff said. Oh, one more thing. You can write comments to me on the blog and I would love to hear from you often. And please, not too mushy. You know I'm not the mushy type :)